Flow Chart, "I’ve never really considered..."

Excerpt from Part I, Flow Chart (1991)

I’ve never really considered telling you.  And now.  He hated
	doing it—he wasn’t sure why.  And so just as the mirthless sequel was being
	disinterred, a feeling of rage came over him, but also of relief, because
	you couldn’t do it now.  They’re lost somewhere out there between the trees
	and muck, besides all cars have them now.  And the colorful glasses and telephone
	are there; he came for a fitting.  It was proper, and in its time.  But no
	matter what you do someone will be malevolent about it, and try to stop you,
	though there is no stopping them.  He came for the fitting and tried
	it on and it fit, just like that.  What a laugh.  Oh yes she laughed out
	of the closet I’ll be there in a minute dear.