Kind of empty in the way it sees everything, the earth gets to its feet and salutes the sky. More
of a success at it this time than most others it is. The feeling that the sky might be in the back of
someone’s mind. Then there is no telling how many there are. They grace everything—bush
and tree—to take the roisterer’s mind off his caroling—so it’s like a smooth switch back.
To what was aired in their previous conniption fit. There is so much to be seen everywhere that it’s
like not getting used to it, only there is no much it never feels new, never any different. You are
standing looking at that building and you cannot take it all in, certain details are already hazy and
the mind boggles. What will it all be like in five years’ time when you try to remember? Will
there have been boards in between the grass part and the edge of the street? As long as that
couple is stopping to look in that window over there we cannot go. We feel like they have to tell
us we can, but they never look our way and they are already gone, gone far into the future—the
night of time. If we could look at a photograph of it and say there they are, they never really
stopped but there they are. There is so much to be said, and on the surface of it very little gets
said.
There ought to be room for more things, for a spreading out like. Being immersed in the
details of rock and field and slope—letting them come to you for once, and then meeting them
halfway would be so much easier—if they took an ingenious pride in being in one’s blood. Alas,
we perceive them if at all as those things that were meant to be put aside—costumes of the
supporting actors or voice trilling at the end of a narrow enclosed street. You can do nothing
with them. Not even offer to pay.
It is possible that finally, like coming to the end of a long, barely perceptible rise, there is
mutual cohesion and interaction. The whole scene is fixed in your mind, the music all present, as
though you could see each note as well as hear it. I say this because there is an uneasiness in
things just now. Waiting for something to be over before you are forced to notice it. The
pollarded trees scarcely bucking the wind—and yet it’s keen, it makes you fall over. Clabbered
sky. Seasons that pass with a rush. After all it’s their time too—nothing says they aren’t to
make something of it. As for Jenny Wren, she cares, hopping about on her little twig like she
was trying’ to tell us somethin’, but that’s just it, she couldn’t even if she wanted to—dumb bird.
But the others—and they in some way must know too—it would never occur to them to want to,
even if they could take the first step of the terrible journey toward feeling somebody should act,
that ends in utter confusion and hopelessness, east of the sun and west of the moon. So their
comment is: “No comment.” Meanwhile the whole history of probability is coming to life,
starting in the upper left-hand corner, like a sail.
